i love my chaes.
i really do.
there's no way i would forsake either
if it came down to it.
i love them both so much.
(:

heard that?
i love you two to bits.
ryan too.
except he's kinda..
i suppose he's a diamond in the rough.
it's so hard to know
that we'll be apart sooner than i wish.
my darling chaes.
sigh.
growing up is weird.
i don't really want to.
i don't know if it's good for me.
it seems to turn me inside upside outside down.
sometimes it's so hard to let other people
know what you mean.
but i will tell anybody who cares
that my chaes are the most precious
people in the world to me.
i remember that as a kid i was always
wishing i were an only kid.
how foolish and stupid and ignorant of me.
how could i live without all of you?
it would have taken the chunk of
my childhood i loved most
and thrown it right away.

i'll always be right here for you.
if you ever need me.
i'm waiting for the day i can really
be of any help or use to you.
so don't forget about me, alright?


I love my mp4.
i liked the iriver,
but i love my creative too!
so small memory though.
i have not enough space to put all my songs.
oh well.
i shall not complain.
good girls don't complain about
every little nitty-gritty.
i shall sit here and be a good girl.
















not working.
oh well.
at least i tried.

i shall go play maple for a while.
be back later.