I'm feeling paranoid. That everybody is ignoring me.
It might be the hormones thing. I'm trying to tell myself it's not true.
But that's not working. Is there really something wrong with me?
I don't want to be like, an outcast. I feel like I don't belong anywhere.
Pei Li and Run Qi are ignoring me. Sylvia too. I feel lonely sitting here by myself.
At the computer. I wanna cry.
And scream.
And throw a tantrum.
And I need a hug.

Shit. I can't relax.
Nowadays the only consolation I have is band. And school. But now.....
Nevermind. I'm being paranoid.....
Anyway, I gotta go. Bye.