Friday, December 10, 2004

I hate myself.
I can't believe that I'm
messing up everything for myself.
Everything I worked so hard to
fix and make better.
Fuck.
I hate myself. Shit.
I think the only reason that I'm
still living is...
to see what happens next.
10 Things I hate about Myself:
1-I fucking have no sense.
2-No tact
3-I 'm no good at anything.
4-I just hate myself.
5-I'm bloody ugly.
6-I'm evil
7-I lie
8-I am mean. seriously mean
9-I hurt people around me
10-I just create trouble for everyone
around me.

There are more reasons,
but I want it to fit into a nice round number.
Shit feeling fucking depressed.
I need...help.

I say sorry to:
-Ameera
-HeweGeko
-Sher Yan
-Everyone i know

Seriously.
Fuck okay I am just going to
hate myself.
Forever.