Friday, March 25, 2005

I really wish I could walk away.
Just leave.
Escape from you.
With all your coarse references to the way
I should be
and the way I am now.
I am far from perfect.
But I don't need you to tell me that.
I figured it out a long time ago.
So stop treating me like
I can't think for myself.
You're so messed up yourself,
you can't even begin to see.
I know it's easy to point out the mistakes of others.
And to turn around and look at yourself
is so much harder.
But why don't you do that
before picking on me?
And so I wish I could leave.
Just put everything behind me
especially you.

Foul mood now.
I should put up a sign that screams
BEWARE! FOUL-MOUTHED TIGER APPROACHING!
But I'm not going to.
Yesterday was CrezAwards.
It was weird.
But alright on the whole.
Some people went totally off tune.
Mostly flat.
Jeez.
If you can't sing, don't.
Yeah.
But it was alright.
And Jacklyn won the vocal solo category!
Haha.
I'm proud of her.
And Nurul was cool.
I liked that performance.
And I'm gonna get a sore throat.
Haha.
But who cares?
I don't.
Not really.

Dear God,
Today I thank You for
giving me another day on this
beautiful world that You gave us.
Today I also hope and pray that
You will give me the strength and courage
to face all challenges in front of me,
and that You will forgive me any
mistakes that I may make.
Thank you.
In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen.

We live in a free world
I whistle down the wind
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you
Life is a flower
So precious in your hand
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you

When every race is run
And the day is closing in
I don't care 'bout the world
I'm living for the light
Don't cry for me today, ah-ah-ah...

We live in a free world
I whistle down the wind
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you
Life is a flower
So precious in your hand
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you

I cannot be your judge
Mr. Jailer is your host
He's keeping you inside
and hides you from the world
No catcher in the rye
Can help you from yourself

We live in a free world
I whistle down the wind
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you
Life is a flower
So precious in your hand
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you

Please Mr. Agony
release them for a while
Learn them the consequences of
Living without life

We live in a free world
I whistle down the wind
Carry on smiling

and the world will smile with you
Life is a flower
so precious in your hand
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you

We live in a free world
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you
Life is a flower
Carry on smiling
and the world will smile with you
We live in a free world...

So I'm done here for now.
See you.
[[When you smile, the sun shines for me again.*]]